Where
Did I Go Wrong? Northerners Wake Up!!! " Truth Will
Always Triumph Over Falsehood" I have
witnessed so many religious and ethnic crises within this years. The
first was in 1992 , during the early days of Secondary School, the
second was February and May 2000, then followed by the November 2002. In
all this crises, I lost many friends , I mean being killed, Dauda
Johnson Akoka and Danladi Bala were few of many that were murdered. I
can go on to mention many that were killed. Our houses were burnt,
properties looted , we found our selves running from one end to another,
thanks be to God for being alive. Even now I carried mark on my person
and bullet still roll in my cousin’s leg, Emmanuel Saleh. Having come
this far , I think whosoever will do justice to me , will certainly know
that I can speak or make an appeal on how to live in peace without
always using violent to settle our problems ranging from marginalization,
injustices, under-representation and over-representation etc. It was in
this spirit or pain in other words that I wrote an article" Northerners
Wake Up!!!" . The said article appeared on the most viable online news
side Gamji. (Gamji. com/NEWS37. htm) In my piece I raised issues ranging
from religious to ethnic crises , the inability of our leaders to chart
a better course for our common good. The low standard of living in the
North, then how our northern based media do exacerbated our problems by
creating tension. I crown it all by providing what I feel is the
solutions to our problems. Furthermore caution on the need to avoid
being manipulated and emasculated. Immediately
Gamji carried the said article, e-mails upon it’s dozen begun to reach
my mail box, mails are still coming as I am writing this piece again. As
for now I have received almost thirty-three mails . Thirty-one of such
mails were full of encouragement for a good piece and best wishes, two
of the mails were personal attack or character of assassination as it is
being referred. in Nigeria. . Of all the mails which were all
challenging and courage to me, considering my personality, I find the
one from a scholar in There is
wisdom in it. " Here was one who was not even a Nigerian nor from our
region , but was conscious of our peaceful existence, via
pluralism , where people of different religions, races and political
beliefs can live together peacefully in the same society. In my
writing I never subscribe to ethnocentric, chauvinistic or egocentric,
one don’t believe in sectional course nor become biased and prejudiced.
One cannot make what is wrong to be right simply because I want to
defend our own religion, what is true should be protected to be true,
it’s through this that we can build an egalitarian society. However ,
what I said was there is indeed problems facing the region and there is
actual negligence on the side of our elites and leaders. The so-called
people entrusted with governmental power , be, them Christians,
Muslims, Hausa-Fulani and rest of the minority tribes have completely
failed us and squandered our future , destiny. Very, very, few are
sincere in fulfilling their responsibilities or obligations.
Coming to my made mention of our religious, where I asked a question
:Where is the Godliness in our dealings? Religion is truly a blessing
for every society , but it depends on how it is being practiced. When
practiced with honesty and full adherence, life then will be of
good for the people , but if it on the contrary society shall experience
, crises, rebellion and so on and so forth, and we are all
bearing witnesses to our present Cancer that poses a problem of
management. Infact it is getting worse by the day, it has gotten to our
various higher institutions of learning that are supposed to stand for
national integration. Worse still our Secondary and Primary schools have
also get infected with the deadly cancer. What a bad orientation for
heterogonous and diverse society. These are
realities we are living with . For so long as we continue to struggle as
Christians or Muslims , then no matter how hard we try , we can never
arrest conflict and violence. Then the idea of ethnic or religion will
be permanently etched on our landscape and we can never escape the
violence that will go with these as the basis of our competition.
Justice will continue to elude us because it will never be justice for
us as people , but justice for us as Christians or Muslims, Bajju,
Fulani etc. Let me
digress, One Jonas Okwara, wrote me insulting and bashing me for ,
calling me names, he said" Stop being stupid" . However ,
talked about the non monolithic of the north. His mail was full of
contradictions and has no competence as far I am concerned. Who is
saying the north is monolithic? Who is stopping others from liberating
their people? He talked about Orkar, Dimka and Vatsa being killed in an
alleged coup, by Hausa-Fulani Muslims, he went further about Middle-Belt
and urging me to join the struggle or remain in slavery. To me
this satire lack facts or concrete references to disprove my write-up.
His comments about my piece was immaterial, what he is saying is
entirely different from my views. Freedom and liberation is of course
what I believed in and that’s why one is doing what you came across.
But in doing this one cannot be sentiment. For record purpose I only
believe in where there is justice. There is no
relationship by commission or omission. I advised he take a look again
at my write-up. If out of thirty-mails only one or two could blindly
attacked my writing, of what negative effects will that tell on my
person or efforts towards building bridges in my small ways, no
way: rather it will make me to redouble my efforts, in saying the truth
without being biased or taking side. The other mail of this type was
from one Lyla who also join in exhibiting his or her ignorance by asking
me " What have you done for your state?" . She ended saying, Samuel
sounds to be name core-north will never want to hear. I never
wanted to waste my time on the issues I am familiar with and sure of
what one put down for our good and unity irrespective of our colours,
race, faiths or whatever. His response , to me lack understanding and
what I will referred as a case of two bald-headed men fighting for comb.
What an irony!. I was pushed to write again because one wish to
demystify those who don’t want peace , but will always capitalizes on
crises to harness their selfish interests or desires. He was trying to
lure me in to being egocentric and what is best known to him alone. I was
expecting issues to be raised and make critical analyses , then demanded
explanations and criticize, what he found to be distorted and
maliciously done. But could not find that, rather issues that could
drown us to ocean of failure and confusion. What I understood is the
likes of Jonas, were only out to discourage and mislead me, but
one have sailed through. For matter how truth, will always triumph over
falsehood. This brought
my memory back to the interviews I granted to the BBC Hausa Section on
30th January and 29th March 2004, I said both
Christians and Muslims elites have done nothing for their people,
rather exploited them and confused them in killing and maiming themselves (The
Haves not) The both weakened Christians and Muslims, who are
usually indigents have no food on their table, have no shelter but
streets to sleep or spend much time begging for alms but with little
understanding of events, will be fooled in killing his co-sufferer
chorusing" We are killing our enemies" . Not knowing that they are
preparing path for their real enemies whom the State shall invite sooner
or later for resolving the tragedies they themselves birthed.
Later on the state will accord them incentives, positions or make
them relevant in all ramifications of governance. And that will be
the end of the story, till another opportunity comes. All
this to the detriment of the poor, who are Northerners,
Middile-belters, Christians or Muslims. This has
been our history. With the exception of those who are sincere and
committed to the betterment of our communities. For good and bad are
found in virtually all societies of mankind be them whatever religion,
tribe or colour. Prof’s Ishaya Audu and Adamu Baike are both
Hausa-Fulanis but are Christians. The same for Alhaji Yahaya Kwande ,
Air Vice Marshal Usman Muazu, who are both Muslims from minority tribes.
I can go on and on. It is on
this that one is asking: Where did I go wrong? If someone had a point,
the best I think he can do is to pick up the pen and set the ball
rolling not to castigates others, it is all about agreeing or not.
I cannot force one to concede my idea the same for someone to me.
As Hausas will say" In ji dole ne yadda ba ba dole bane" . One believed
we were all created by one God, and supposing God wanted the world to be
a one religion dominated world. He would have done that, but since it is
not so, the best we could do is to live in peace and harmony together,
practiced our faiths without persecuting one another and so on,
waiting for judgment day, where all will be accountable before God. One is a
Nigerian so have the right to air his views on how peace and justice
shall become other of the day despite our differences. From the
beginning of my this piece I did mentioned of my personal experiences of
all this crises in my place. This indeed has placed one in a good small
position to speak out, having seen the worst of this fracas at a
time one romance with death, it was only God that saved me. No matter
what, we cannot fold our alms and be fooled, no amount of
unnecessary and irrelevant comments can weak me, for I have just
begun. For Miss
Dorcas Sunday, who passed away yesterday as I was writing this
piece. May your gentle soul rest in perfect peace Amen. I
missed you, but your good character and virtues shall be my
driving force. Adieu. |